Random Song #6 & Efforts #2

Early was the morn, flowers filled with dew

I became somebody through loving u

Softly as a child born in natural rain

I predict the season to go unchanged

Sometimes in life u run across a love unknown

Without a reason it seems like u belong 

Hold on dear life, don't go off running what's new

I became somebody through loving u

Warm was the sun that covered my body so

Reminded me of u as I'd first known

Those were the days, the days that changed my life

and made me knew, I became somebody through loving u

As the sun shines down on me 

I know with u and love is where I want to be

but I have to go on through life

Thinking that love with u is something that's not meant for me

~

Everything I had thought, u had thought it differently. My biggest mistake 

was to let myself grew around u without thinking that someday this is going to end.

And now it has ended, in a way I have never imagined it. 

I remember the text u sent to me, I remember it clearly. How my hands were searching.

Searching for something rigid to hold on to, as the ground I step on were like shaking.

and how my eyes were glazing like diamonds in tears. That night was one night I have never 

imagine. There was nothing going on between us, no fights, no misunderstanding, nothing.

Maybe that was it, there were really nothing happen between us anymore. 
but u dont want to sit and talk, discuss this matter, u just go on and made the decision ur own.

We were far apart, and........ I don't know. But it happened, u've sent me that text.

The hard part was I have to listen to people talking, some were false, some were true maybe.

I don't know. A wide and varied version of stories that I have to take. And I have to act 

that everything was fine and I'm okay, certainly. There were so many things that I don't know

and I have to hear them from others. Hurtttttt... But it's okay.

~

Fragmenting memories

The voice, the husky voice

The laugh, oh the laugh

I miss u