Efforts

Missing someone isn't about how long it has been since you've seen them, it's about that every moment when you're doing something and wishing they were right there with you. I am admitting that moving on from all of these was the hardest. I don't know why but it has
a lot of impact on me. My life, my routine, my perspective. Everything had changed. I've been 
hurt.I hurt. I've changed. I grew. Trying to accept what you don't want is very hard I tell you. 
But maybe it's what I need. Allah knows best. He's the creator.Why must I object what 
He had planned for me. Move on Maira. 
Maybe he is not what you need even though he is what you want. Reallyyyyy want.

One of the efforts that I have to do is, to fragment the memories in my mind, so it's easier to
 forget

Physically:

The perfect height

The perfect eyes

The perfect skin tone

The perfect walk

The perfect hands

The perfect lips

The...the perfect eyes, when I close mine I see yours

I miss you :(